Why does it hurt so bad when someone decides they’d prefer to go to another church? I’m really just excited they want to attend anywhere and are ready to hear about Christ. But after someone attends our church and then changes their mind, my body aches, my head spins, my chest pounds, I can’t breathe.
I feel like giving up . . . like it’s time to quit.
It’s funny, because I know this doesn’t get read much, so I put this here to vent, knowing no one will ever see it, yet at the same time hoping someone does. I have to get it out someplace because if I keep it inside it feels as if it will explode.
I’ll be fine, I’m sure. But right now it hurts . . . it hurts bad . . .